Crystal sphere of my love

"Crystal sphere of my love. ( Love & Pain ). Dedicated to A.M." - full name. Apr. - May 2006, oil on canvas, 60 x 75.
I don't understand, but I feel something weird in this my new painting. First I couldn't change anything in it. This painting wanted to be just such it is now, just such I have imagined it at first. Sometimes I wanted to change anything there, I tried to do it. But anyway I came back to this variant. It seems to me it didn't allowed to change anything. This painting lives outside of me. Then some time ago one person ( I even don't remember who ) have written me about my paintings, and compared my paintings with paintings of Giorgio Chirico. I even didn't know this painter. Anyway I wanted to check his works. I've found his paintings in Net. And one of his paintings surprised me VERY VERY VERY MUCH. It is "Love Song". And I was in shock because it so reminds this my new painting I was working on that time. And at last on the Sunday's evening I was working on this painting, my mother watched TV. There were the show EuroVision 2006. There was D. Bilan from Russia. I so many times heard and listened to this his song ( "Never let you go"). I so many times watched his clip to this song. But I was so surprised when I heard and saw this his song on EuroVision. His show also so reminded my new painting. And it seems not only to me. My mother also found some likenesses between this his show and my new painting. The most simple likeness was in the rose-petals and in the white figure of strange person. Anyway it is just about my love, about my feelings and thoughts which are in my soul the all recent time and they couldn't be inside, they wanted to come out. And the poems and songs, which I got during April, has taken the big part in this my new painting. Not for sale.